He is with ow#4 tonight. H has some pretty charming qualities and definately goes for women with insecurities and can charm the pants off them. I bet there is mutual infatuation going on. Yet he wants to lie to me about it all and keep it so hidden. And she is just a baby. He called up tonight to say gnite to the boys. Sounded terrible. Said he was super tired and going to crash. It's so weird. Makes me wonder what he has said to her cause its very easy for her to find me through him and that we are married. Oh well. Doesn't matter. Just feels like it is all starting over again. I think that's why I was just so annoyed today. This house of cards has to fall at some point.


M38,H39
M:16Y
BD:8/12
OWDB:11/12
S:11/12-5/13
"Temp" home:6/13
OW dropped:9/13
"I love you":12/13
H ring on:2/14
Depression back:5/15
"I'm done:" 7/15
H moved out: 3/16
H moved back: 12/16
Working on us: 3/17