Holy crap if I thought I was angry before then I am enraged now.
Just on general principal. I'm just angry. All the time. There was lots of screaming and yelling this weekend (while kiddo was dead-to-the-world-asleep on the other side of the house). I have much less tolerance for BS at work. I'm about to lose it with my mopey aide. Usually I just ignore her mood swings and don't feed into her dramatic crap, but I'm over it. All she can talk about is how she wishes this was next week (Spring Break) and we weren't here.
But anyway, back to the M.
I'm just furious with him all the time. I preferred him not knowing what I was doing with my meds. I honestly think now that he knows, he needles me more. He did this when I was in school. Every time I had a huge test, that morning he would decide to be the right time to bring up some super controversial crap and push all my buttons.
Yes, I know it sounds like I'm blaming, but it's true. I tracked it (that's how I knew something was really wrong in the first place 2+ years ago).
I don't know why he does that. Rather than be supportive during these times, he tries to be the biggest pain the a$$ he can possibly be.
I'm just generally so furious with him all the time right now.
And next week is Spring Break. And he's taking it off with me (yay.....).
I feel like I'm back to that point where I was happier when he just wasn't around so I wasn't SO angry in front of him ALL the time.
