Finally getting it after three months...

[jp787]

Been busy this AM so just catching up with your sitch. Still am busy so just going to quote what others said that were similar to my thoughts when reading your post to make sure they really sink in...

Well, that lasted 24 hours....

Come on man, you're better than this. Right???

What is it that you were looking for with the texts ??

What were you hoping to see ????

I just want you to see that YOU were the cause of your undoing...

Stop asking questions that you don't want the answer to...

Or in this case,

Stop looking for things to intentionally hurt yourself....

I wouldn't try to handle it without family counseling.

Depending on what you decide to do I agree this may need some outside help.


Reread AS's thread again because there is some good info in there. Especially questions about what your W was actually saying about you. Are you really doing those things???


Now I'm going to quote you:

I am not going to get anything accomplished focusing on my W so much

So stop it already. Stop snooping, stop obsessing, stop it all.

I need to go throw up and then look inside myself to see what i really want.

Been there, sorry to say throwing up never helped me... Only thing that will help you is to man up. Look at you and fix you. Mach asked you a lot of questions that you should really think hard about.

Thank you!