Good to know I am not alone Tallula...

My 180's for the week are lunch out with to former co-workers tomorrow...was to bring S but thinking against it now...

Thinking of also dyeing my hair/highlight it, getting nails done...I never do that...Wednesday is IC, and Thursday is weightwatchers...thinking I should not have started that because to soon but needed something to keep me in check as I was dieting/exercising before BD...

Also on Saturday til Sunday first overnight away from S ever, asked H to stay with him which will be the first time since 4 days after BD, my sister is getting married and we are wedding dress shopping and I made plans to spend the night.

This is a big 180 as H had said I did not trust him with child and always told him what he could or could not feed him or do with him ect.


ME:33 H:34
S: 18 months

BD/H left 2/10/2013
14 years together
9 married