Thanks Tallula...

Planning on asking Mom for help tomorrow so I can have the day to self...

Also looking at Siberian Ginseng to help with stress/anxiety from day to day...still breastfeeding so taking anything else makes it hard...

Just hard to get out of the resentful mind today...but I guess that is not helping me either just making me go even darker...

Then I have sister and mother telling me to switch IC after only three weeks because they don't see a help...I told them both to lay off that and not to continue telling me that...it has been three weeks and she can't help me if I an not telling her the help I need...I know family is just concerned but the doubt of IC does not help me.

Thanks for being understanding just a hard couple of days...also stress that it will be a month on Sunday and still have no understanding of where I stand with H, been a while since we have had a talk about relationship and been a while since H has been around...

Now to try to exercise and relax while S had nap...please pray for along one!


ME:33 H:34
S: 18 months

BD/H left 2/10/2013
14 years together
9 married