Tori, GTO, Tallula, thank you of your posts and encouragement.

We should always have hope for ourselves. I know that I have felt good before and am aware that this is not the end of the road, yet each time I can pick myself up its a little higher and it lasts a little longer.

This time around I am really forcing myself to use my mind not my heart. And control my thoughts and engage in more thought-stopping.

I have a question. In a few weeks, me and the kids are going to Cairo for a week to visit my family. Last Christmas, H called my mom (for the first time in almost 6 months) and said that he would see her when we come to Cairo in March.

Now, he never told me he was going to Cairo. Me and the kids got our tickets.

Today when he called the kids he said to me that he needed to call my mom tomorrow about a business matter. When I spoke to my mom this evening she asked me if she should mention to him casually if he will be coming as well. I told her I don't think so.

Right? Or does she mention it in a 'we would love to see you' kind of way ? she really would love to see him...she misses her old son-in-law too, but he is not that man anymore. Not sure...opinions?

TPS
Me: 44 H: 42
M14 T17
S10 D7
10/10 H moves out after death of his father-same month
21/04/12 H is 'DONE'
04/05/12 OW/PA confirmed (rumors from 2010)
July '14 H ends affair
May '15 H moves back home