Need advice. Here's my story

[Jeack]

Having a ruff day today. Woke up went to church. I have a dj business and meet with a couple about there upcoming wedding. Just [censored] having to put a game face on and see how happy these two people are together. When my life is in total chaos. Of course we had to meet at the Starbucks that me and my wife always went to. Then I drove by her moms on the way home and didn't see her car, thinking the worst. Just [censored] that she can't see or know the changes I've made because we never see each other. Haven't had any contact since Tuesday night. Wanna call her so bad. So I figured I post here instead. This [censored]!!!!!!!