bkyln, i go through much the same....i don't want to rock the boat too much. at the same time, i don't want to be around him
for me, as much as i can't stand his actions........sometimes when i see him, i catch glimpses of the "he that used to be"
that puts me 2 steps back
much of the time tho, i see this cold 47 year old, who dates girls in their early 20's ( or yikes - just a year out of high school)
someone who chooses not to be with his child, when he can
someone who needs constant adulation
someone who needs weed to get through the day without anger
and someone who doesn't really love me anymore
i guess that's the one that hurts the most
so i don't really want to be his friend...i want us to get on for the sake of our son i am nervous about asking for more money, even tho his career seems to have taken off these past 2 years, meaning when he works more, i take less jobs
and yes, bklyn grrrrls are very very strong urworthy has always had many wise words
