GTO, this is another opportunity to pick yourself back up and take action. Find a new activity to do for you. Don't wallow in the negative emotions. There is so much I'd like to tell you, and wish my book was ready NOW so you could read it! But for now, don't resist the pain. Let it be. Then, take some positive action today. The boys are your children regardless of how much time you spend with them.

Hang in there!