I hope we'll see you on Sunday! In all this turmoil, we look for serenity and clarity. Getting out will do you a lot of good.
The bouts of self-pity are so difficult to dig out of. I try to evaluate what got me out of it before and it's usually my perspective on things.
**Remember to do your gratitude list DAILY! **Remember to give it up to your Higher Power! Do you have a God box? Make one!! **Remember to pray, mediate, read CAL, CALL SOMEONE (ANY OF US WILL BE A GREAT LISTENER!! YOU HAVE OUR #'s), journal (as you did here), go to a mtg! ASAP!!
Even if you already got yourself out of the rut, practice the program! It will save your sanity for the future chaos!
We all love you very much. I feel so connected to all of you and I believe that I am closer to you guys than friends I've had for YEARS! WHY? because I can share the same frustrations you've had and not be punished or criticized for it.
I'm so glad you shared your frustrations. That's the first step!
M 42 H 39 T10 (-2yrs separation) S8 D5 DD 7/30/11 (EA&PA) Reconciled 6/2013 Separation in works 1/2017