i'm not so afraid of life alone anymore. having had lots and lots of time to think it over and get used to the idea - i know several people doing just that and surviving okay. i can see rite in my face that it's doable and i will just make it work. one way or the other.
it's funny how they force us to have the courage to be without them, as they think we're here for the long haul. They are narcissistic enough to believe we're not going to give them up totally. But, they themselves become our greatest teachers of how to chose happiness and peace over being M.
Hell, it's getting easier to really chose me over him now! I went the whole day without talking to him, and its took no effort, or any real reason, I just didn't have anything to say to his character.
Oh well, not much of a revelation, just a quiet lull and I'll take it.
Stay hopeful, enjoy your weather!
The past can't be ahead of you in the future. You don't have to figure it all out, just pick a direction. What's next...I don't know but I can't wait!
