"I am done feeling weak. I feel like a shift has happened within me."
Your words make me happy, Busting. The shift is happening! I can see it. I see how you are now able to send love, and that you realize that you can be happy on your own. I also see how you are letting your H make his choices. So whatever happens with your M, you KNOW that you will be fine.
There might be times when you feel a temporary return to the sadness, fear, anger, etc, but you will bring yourself back to that peaceful place where you're at.
