Hi all again. I hope everyone is having a good day. I'm doing ok just have lots of crap running in my head. I am trying to keep busy. When I am it seems to help. But today I just cant seem to figure out why the W is doing what she is. I mean not replying to the text i sent asking to just talk. Now I will say I do not want to force her but i still do not understand why a person that would at one time tell you everything just shut down and not even respond to a text good bad or whatever...
At this point i do not know if i should just text her even just to say HI.. It is just hard to know what to do if i should contact her or not to. I will say that I have not talked to her since the text. I will say that i know she was working this morning and so I took a chance to drive by her house and I found that her Gay friend was there with out my W. There has been thoughts that have gone on in my head that my W may have turned Gay. I can not confirm this but the gay friend is always with her. So ontop of everything i still think that she may be gay but can not confirm. I will say this I am going to drive past her house tonight late at night to see if the gay friend is sleeping there. If i cant get any answers from her then i guess i need to find out myself. I know this may be wrong but it is an overwhelming feeling that i have to do this.
i am doing ok with GAL and keeping busy it is just no matter what i do it is running in my head. Just really think all thiis the way she is acting is all bull crap. i mean women up W and do something!!!!
