So I've seen lots of people where the are working on it one day and the next they are ready to throw in the towel. That's my weekend.
I feel used, like he's stringing me along, like he wants me just long enough to keep me on the string and of course no one else can have me. So he can live over there and do as he pleases. Maybe he is hurting. I don't know.
Last night he came to pick up D and did the 'hide the left hand' thing - I'm sure some of you have seen it. I have heard excuse after excuse as to why he dosn't have it - took it off to work on this or that - the best one was that it got cat diarrhea on it!
So really I hadn't looked for awhile. The last time I noticed was about 3 weeks ago when we went to the bowling party - that night was because he worked on his car.
But it's obvious that he never wears it. I guess it's ok for him to go around acting as if he is not married - so why am I supposed to sit around here and act like a maiden in waiting? Well, I'm not.
So today I feel done. I was nice to him this morning and told him to have a good time on his trip - after he initiated conversation. But that's it. I'm going out of town and then hanging with D. I do not care what he is doing.
Another funny - so the girl that is his 'friend' went to a concert the other week, saw photos on FB. Out of the blue he has a new shirt with that band on it and I'm to believe he got it on the internet. Right. Do you really think I'm stupid? She likes the event he's going to today and I wouldn't doubt she's going along. And I don't care. Good luck with that one. You see where it got both me ADN his ex wife.
