I'm very proud of you! You sound so much stronger and happier these days. I'm glad you have at least one job you are happy with. It makes a big difference in your life when you can escape from the home and do something different and meet others along the way.

As for personality traits, many of the mlcers display the narcissistic personality because they become so selfish and self-absorbed during the crisis.

BTW, I love purple too!

Have a great weekend.

Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to.
The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.