Thanks AM2012...it is hard to know what is the right path sometimes...
Right now trying to not be the controling, nagging w I use to be, the hard part is I am so willing to change, just that I was not willing to see the signs in the past and see what the outcome could be at that time. Now it is hard for H to see I am meaning and wanting to change.
It will 10 days for H to see s/me by Thursday...not expecting anything different...but can't wait till the time H is willing to talk to me more about things...been a while since...
Trying to stay neighbor like with out pushing, I post pics of s on FB and tagged him in them like I usually do, might have been a little pushy, but this is something I always did and H never had problems with before. Also told him to have a good time this weekend to which he then let me know his plans for visiting next week.
Left it at that...I am also scheduling a babysitter to be with my s on Wed nights so that I can do Yoga and Zumba...this is for me...something to push myself as I always thought about doing it but never did.
