Need to let go

[littleGTO]

It's funny that you say that...my H has not actually said the D word to me in terms of wanting a D.

He's said things like, "I wonder why people get D?" "Did you know so-and-so are getting D?" "Hey, guess who I ran into today- he got D."

But, I think he's throwing that word around to his dad as when I met w FIL on Wed his dad said something like, "Your H told me not to spend the day talking about D." I was a little taken aback, since he has not talked about that w me.

I guess it's an inevitable possibility so I mustn't let the word define me or my path. You're right.

I did go out w some co-workers after work today. TGIF. It was not to get out w people who don't all know the nuts & bolts of my life & NOT talk about my sitch.

Kitty is keeping us pretty busy & distracted in a happy way at home. She is such a cuddler! She has slept right beside me the past two nights! Not exactly the "wow" factor of a good man but she'll do for now! ...still no agree-upon name.

S13's bday is Monday so we will laser tag on Sunday & maybe go out to dinner w him. I'm hoping H will NOT be part of the plans, but we'll see. No extended family party as H's family are all battling their health issues and my family lives far away.

Took down more pictures of H in the house. Just feels like what I need to do. He either hasn't noticed or commented.