Yes this is so very hard to figure out. Some times there is no correct thing to do. But i want to thank you for your input. It gave me alot to think about.
As far as my pain. Well I'm not in so much pain that a divorce will give me relief. I Will just continue to do the best I can with getting her out of my head.I am trying to just let it go and i keep saying it is in Gods hands now. I did what was asked of me but sending the text. I did not think of it as me forcing her to talk but looking back that is what i have been doing. So I put it out there to W to talk but it is now in her hands to do so.
As far as dating i just cant do it at this point and im not sure when the time will come to begin to date. I dont need to do anything at this point so I am trying not to think about it as i do not need it in my head. Have to much in there already lol
Yes i do understand that if she talks it will not be a happy ending. Am i ready for that i do not know. But i just feel that nothing is moving in this at all for a long time.i was told that sometimes things need to get worse before they can get better. I just hope i can hold it together.
