So I have taken a break from posting for a while. But now I am back. I have had a new sense of clarity recently. I don't want to do this anymore. I don't want to put up with the rejection anymore. I am not afraid to be alone anymore ( been alone now since last July). I am not afraid of D anymore. Its weird to have come to this part of my journey. Its like a weight has been lifted off my shoulders. I always thought I wanted to save my M, but now I realize its really over. My H is so different now.
Well it sounds like it's put you into a better place, so I am happy for you. Sorry it had to come to this, but it's good that you're finally feeling in control again!
Regarding the convo with H, that sounded like a real tool move on his part. I know that if my W had called me with the same issue I wouldn't have hesitated for a second before telling her to head on over.
