Lonely, Sad and No Communication

[LJC]

Hey SBR

Thanks for asking! I've been meaning to post an update but I've been really busy. Still going to the gym working out and running, continue to decorate the house which is starting to look great but still got lots to do and socially I've been putting myself out there meeting new people.

The kids are my main priority and make sure I do lots with them even if its getting them help me prepare sunday lunch or make cupcakes to take home, why is it they love a mess! Sunday 3rd is my birthday so ive asked if they can stay over and I take them to school which W is fine about. Im hoping to go bowling with them as well but S3 gets bored half way thru bless him so I might settle for taking them out for dinner with family and friends.

Regarding my Sitch - Coming upto 5 months since BD - Im happy, I don't suffer with anxiety or have bad days, it seems the rollercoaster has hit a smooth spot shall we say! I don't expect anything from W and I think Ive done a good job at detaching completely from her. Im at the stage where Im ready to move on with my life with the changes Ive made. I've done so much book reading, read advice on my sitch on here and read other peoples advice and really taken it in, Ive even screen shot a few posts by Sandi and 25yearmlc which I thought was invaluable - The vets on here really do make a difference, you just have to be smart enough to absorb it!

I saw SD today and gave her a lift to her mates house where they walk to school from. I wanted to see her anyway and ask what she has planned for Mothers Day? I mentioned about getting some flowers which I will buy if she can manage to find a card, I know I will have to text her to remind her but as she is getting older things like this will be her responsibility unlike D9 and S3 who cant get into town!

Thanks for your concern - I will try and Journal more often even if I post on trying to identify others who are similar to my sitch.

Have a good weekend all x