Hey, GTO! Sorry your plans got cancelled...I'm going on a hike with a friend on Saturday, so I'm usually so tired after that don't feel like doing much. Would you be up for a hike when I go with a group?
My meeting with the L is this afternoon. My H is in a better place after a couple of emails we exchanged. I told him I would call him after I met with the L, but I think it might be best to email him, let him digest the info, and talk to him tomorrow.
Lately, I've been remembering all the hurtful stuff my H did. It's been tough to not feel angry/resentful. But I find it easier to do as time goes by.
I also meditated on "What is real never changes." My H's love was immature love. A love than depended on how much fun he was having, or how late I went to bed. That was not real love. Hmm.
