I understand your frustration, but there isn't anything short of killing me off that would pry me away from kids, and even in that case I'd find a way to visit them in their dreams. I have no idea how that option could be attractive to you.
Maybe she's testing you and it appears you are failing. Suck it up for awhile, stop complaining, don't EVER quit on your child, and you'll earn her respect back one day.
M:12y - BD:12/11 - D:6/13 - 4Ds
"The ultimate measure of a man is not where he stands in moments of comfort and convenience, but where he stands at times of challenge and controversy." -MLK Jr.