Depressed? No, not really. Even my doctor agreed it was time to come off the Prozac. I have honestly been sleeping like a log, something I was unable to for the last 5 years or so of my marriage. Exercise? Yep. I attend a Yoga class and also walk my dog regularly. I meet with friends and go out to eat. Take shopping trips, etc. It's like, I'm physically doing great, but my mind is still tripping, although I don't feel depressed.

I've thought part of my problem is just getting over the might have been's. All the plans for our retirement and Life-After-Army. Suddenly, just as he is about to retire, the rug is pulled out. I certainly don't hate my X, but I do resent his apparent ease at just going on with his life as if nothing happened. And I know, that's APPARENT. The divorce cost him a great deal in terms of family.

Anyway, thanks Wonder for your input. It's much appreciated.


ME: 54
Him: 51
M: 20 years T: 21 years
OW/New wife: 36
Sons & Daughters: 7 (ages 24-36)
Bomb: March 4, 2010
He Filed: April 28, 2010
I Contested: May 1, 2010
Standing Down: 11/24/10
Divorced : 05/04/2011