Stuck

[punkin]

Thanks GG. Actually, I'm taking better care of myself physically than I ever did before. Just had the full monty at the Doc's office in January. Everything checked out great. Off AD. Only taking Thyroid and multi-vitamins. To the outside, people think I've really got it going on. Inside, I'm a mush mellon.

And yes, I miss what I 'thought' I had. Time and distance has made me face many facts about my former marriage. I guess you could say the Purpose is missing out of my life.

As for my libido. It's in retirement. I have no desire to know the intimate details of any other persons bathroom habits.

Thanks again for posting. I'd forgotten how cathartic it could be just writing it all out and reading a response of someone whose there with me.