Have been reading along, feeling many emotions for you. I can only imagine how you feel.
In no way did you cause this. So you weren't perfect, none of us are, including your H. That's part of life, part of being married, and part of being human.
I'm sure in looking back, there are things you could have done to delay - not avoid- the crisis. In fact, there are probably things that you did that did postpone in. But nothing we can do or say is going to fix them. Nothing.
Your H is playing on your emotions and trying to blame you. It is NOT your fault.
You have consistently been there for your family, doing the hard work to harbor the storm. All your H has done is run.
I will be thinking of you today, hoping you find some peace soon. You deserve so much happiness. You really do.
Please take care of yourself and know that so many people care about you and your girls. Thinking of you
Bomb January 2012 - doesn't feel the same about me
~ "There is nothing love cannot face; there is no limit to its faith, hope, and endurance."
