ok well here it is 1am. the first time in a long time that i can not get to sleep. My mind is just thinking about my W. Just very random 1- How can W still be so mad 2- I wont to drive past her house to see if she is cheating on me 3- I just want to sit and talk to her even if like we are freinds 4 Who is she seeing 5- is she with a girl or a guy 6- I miss her
thought are all over the place. Man sometimes I wish i drank. But i do not but I just had to get out of bed and post what was happening to me tonight.
The other thing I keep thinking of is Why is she not returning the text to talk. Also why is she so afriad of even talking on the phone. She just seems so upset and angry. You know I should be the one that is angry. Shoot she did not pay the car payment till it was 30Days late.
also What do i do now?? how do i get her to engage in to talking to me. If she never replies to the text what next. Also how long do i wait for a responce. My DB Couch is not in till 3-11-12 I just dont know how to even respond if she does respond.
ANy one have any ideas?? also thank you for letting me rant. It is just not easy today well tonight. head is spinning.
I also think well maybe i should get out there and date and stuff. But to be honest i just dont think i am ready yet. I feel that all i will do is think of my W and compare. I just dont know
