I am guessing there may be some answers down the road for you after more patient waiting.
I know you are continuing to be the best you can be and that is awesome!
I received a book in the mail today that was recommended on this forum. I looked through it and it looks really good.
It's called, "Getting Back Together: How to Reconcile with Your Partner -- and Make It Last". Just tossing out the idea in case it interests you.
Keep up the good work! rH
Me54/H47 '08 H is "done" March '12 H moved out Brink of D, December '12 2014 totally reconciled! ...... "I firmly believe in the...absolute possibility of marriage renewal." Jim Conway