So for all those who have not read all my stuff, I was an emotionally abusive husband for years. I also checked out emotionally and physically. I had a bad temper and threw things, yelled and screamed. I never hit W or drank or cheated, well I guess I did with all the online porn, ugh. always held a job. So I have been so awful over the years, I guess I am asking if I should even fight for my marriage. I do love her and am starting serious therapy to change, I'm sure it will take me many years. Do I have hope with how horrible I was to her?
M46,W41 D16,D18 M22,T25 BD 11/12 W moved out 01/13 Piecing 10/13 Divorced 01/15 "Whether you worry or not has no affect on the outcome. But, moving forward, letting go, and making changes can." UrWorthy
