Sitting in the back seat!

[Occy01]

So tired with these mood swings. Some days just go as if nothing is happening, other days filled with sadness,regret and a sense of loss of a future with W and family AS a family, and other days filled with anger. Anger at what W is doing to us, even though I know its not what she's doing, its a result of what we did or didn't do, she's just making the decision based on history. Guess its a kind of defense, get angry at her for 'destroying' our family. Don't like these angry days...just gets way too much sometimes!!

Helps to write it down here, keeps it in perspective...