Please pray for me as we are going to be telling our children this weekend that daddy will not be moving to the new house. I want to ensure they are aware if this in advance as last time he just left and they were devastated.

I can't stop crying thinking about devastated they will be. I just wish this didnt need to happen. I wish we could work this out without this separation. I feel that this is a conversation that they will never forget. I never want to hurt them and this is the worst hurt they can experience right now.

H:37
W:37
M:10 years
D:7&5
Bomb:9/7/12. H moves out
H moved back 12/23/12-not going well
Retrouvaille 1/18
H moving out again 3/14