SailingAlone, I understand your fears, I to am in a place that I don't have family or friends near me. At the moment my support is this forum, good or bad it is what I have. I to have snooped on the W facebook page. It just isn't worth it. I know we think it helps us sleep better or understand better, but the reality is it doesn't and it won't. Good work signing up for coaching, I have had 2 sessions so far and well worth it.
ME:51 W:46 M:25 S:22, S:20 Divorced 16/9/15 BD 10/12 W left 12/12 with OW, affair confirmed Nov/12. Dark since 6/13 I"m in a new relationship since Feb 14.