Confused by WAS

[Grizz]

I too am quite amazed at how fast and how angry my W became. For a span of
2-3 months she really really disliked me. That anger has definitely lessened with time but her desire to leave still seems as strong as ever.

I do need to find a way to get over the trust thing. If I don't, then there really is no reason for me to fight for our M. I get stupid over this stuff. Like today, she took our laptop to work with her. My first thought went straight to why would she do that? Is there something on there she does not want me to see? She never takes the laptop with her. This is soooo unhealthy for me. But that is where I go. I think I need a real 2x4 against my head.

Blake, I am going to go back and read through your history. I can't imagine my W being here 2 years down the road. I am interested to see if there are many similarities between our wives. And by the way, I used to love the song "Everything About You".