Looking for a little advice and support

[cbtdad]

Thank you for your response AS!
You have so much great advice. I knew immediately that I slid back to the starting line and that is what is so frustrating. We were really beginning to turn a lot of corners it seemed like. She said she now feels numb after last night and that is just scary to me. I'd rather he be angry than numb because then at least I know she has emotions.
Like I said, she did say "we'll see" about retrov in 3 and a half weeks.
I'm now beginning to agree that this is way too soon and that I need to continue to work on me and my issues. The next one in our area isn't till October.
I guess my thoughts are, can it make things worse? We both do agree that better communication between us would definitely help with co-parenting. You've been, I haven't. What are your thoughts based on that?
Considering she refuses to go see an IC or talk to anyone else.
I'm just feeling like this is at least a chance to open an talking more