not sure where to go from here

[tiredndrained]

So he's been home more but now I keep thinking why? What was he doing that he wasn't home and suddenly he is? I guess it shouldn't matter at this point but it still bothers me. My therapist told me yesterday that I am stuck and need to find a way to become unstuck. I just have this awful feeling that when I am finally ready to move on he will come around again. I want to move ahead after all that he has done to me. I wanted to forgive and move on for so long and now I just want to move on. Forgiving has become harder. He no longer calls me names, etc. but how do I get past all the lying and running around?