Confused by WAS

[Grizz]

I am on her side about getting a job, it just scares me. When she texted me about the interview my exact response was, "Wow, congrats! Fingers crossed and prayers said." When we were talking tonight I did listen. I kept eye contact the entire time. I would chime in occasionally with a "really, I can't believe they did that, etc.". It just breaks my heart two fold. One that I am losing the love of my life and two, that the love if my life is miserable and I can't help her.