So H came for a visit, was suppose to be at 5pm today, called and asked if h could come earlier because work schedule changed. I agreed but asked h to give me an extra 15 minutes then what he wanted, ended up being an extra 1/2 hour. But it was the weirdest visit so far.

The visit was extremely pleasant, h was talkative, initiating conversation, telling me things, fixed the tv for me when I asked, just all together chattie with me. This is very different that the man that was at my house the evening before. Maybe it was reaction to him going snowmobiling or lack of. I told him have a great time, have fun etc. Could have been the fb message to his sister, I don't know very weird!

I know only believe 50% of what you see or hear, but it seemed like he was actually trying to get close to me. This is the man that a week ago told me he never saw us ever together again, but then was two inches from touch my foot and very close to me when saying good bye to s, thought I was holding s out.

I assisted with finding his items for his trip...was pleasant and in other rooms at times and other floors of the house at other times. He even tried to have conversations with me when in separate rooms.

H even discussed putting up a mailbox, something that I had asked a great deal about because I hate getting the mail from post office which he did for me on Saturday.

I don't know what to think, he will be gone for over a week now and then don't know when he will visit next week at this time.

I guess that will leave me time to get it together and figure it out some what before then.


ME:33 H:34
S: 18 months

BD/H left 2/10/2013
14 years together
9 married