Now that my thread is up, I'm going to post daily journals to help me think through all this. Starting back a week:
Feb 18
My wife is on a 1 week business trip and I know she is lonely. She is there with nobody else from her work for training. She sent me a simple message, “I miss you”. I get mixed signals from her all the time like this. Since I still have access to her email, I saw that on the same day she is “missing me” she wrote to her friend that she is still thinking about how she can leave the marriage. (she doesn't know I have the passwords).
