The weekend, in general was pretty good - with a little weirdness...
D21 didn't have any issues and even started cutting up and joking like she normally would. She got to spend some time working with her horse, which always makes her happy, if not tired. It's funny watching her and her 115 lbs frame argue with a 1500 lbs horse - and scary...
W got home from work on Friday night and found dinner done and house straightened up. She ate, and thanked me for cooking again. I told her it wasn't a big deal; she works with food all day, I figure she doesn't want to have to deal with it when she gets home.
Saturday, when I woke her up to get ready for work, I accidentally brushed her hand as I walked past her to turn off her TV, and she grabbed my hand for about 30 seconds and didn't seem to want to let go. I let it pass without comment, but, it sent my mind spiraling again about whether it meant anything at all...
Saturday night W sat down to watch some TV and eat some pizza, she asked if I'd rub her feet and legs again; so I did. She must enjoy it at some level since it relaxes her enough to put her to sleep.
Last night, we both cooked dinner. During dinner she asked me what I thought about us buying a big screen TV; and I kind of looked at her quizzically. I wanted to ask her why we would commit to that when she has stated she wants to get a place of her own - but I didn't. I just told her that right now we have a few bills to get caught up on (I left the part out about since we went so long without a second income), and we should revisit this in May.
Now, I am glad that there seems to be some talk about the future from her. And I do the best I can to practice no expectations, believe nothing & half. And as far as Saturday & Sunday went, she didn't mention the former business or business partner at all. Which was definitely good...
