Now to real life...

H came up on Sunday and fixed the kitchen faucet. It needed tightened down at the base and because of the counter material and the little space in the cabinet under, it's a bear to do. I didn't ask, he just did it. That was nice, very nice.

I think I've said here before that he showed me love in these ways before, I just didn't get that. His giving is acts of service. I'm not saying we are in a love R now but that is the way he gives. And it was nice that he was giving to me.

He also took S out for awhile (wow, 2 days in a row). It is nice to know that S is out doing something other than nothing, or what appears to be nothing.

Then S and I had a some difficulty creating his schedule for the week which led to him getting angry about some of the items but I stuck to my guns. Talk about a rollercoaster, I'm often on 2 at the same time.

My IC appt is this AM, so we'll have lots to discuss.


Me 57/H 58
M36 S 2.5yrs R 12/13

Let me give up the need to know why things happen as they do.
I will never know and constant wondering is constant suffering.
Caroline Myss