Found W gently crying in bed this morning. She was trying to hide it. This makes me feel like s$&t. I probably shouldn't have but I went over to her and hugged her. I asked if she was ok and she said yes. I sat beside her and patted her back for a few minutes. I asked her if she wanted me to stop and she shrugged her shoulders. I asked if that meant she didn't know or she didnt care. She closed her eyes and didnt answer. So I stopped. I JUST DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO! EVERYTHING seems to be the wrong thing! She then got up, called a friend, and left to go to a movie. Now both of us feel like s$&t. I wanted to say that I was sorry for making her feel like she had to leave but I stopped myself. I feel so freaking lost and alone!
I can sympathize with you here. I just don't seem to get thru to W but I do know I have to give her space. It is hard when they are connected to friends and you are merely an acquaintance. I have the same feeling of alone the further we go into S. Remember, patience.
