Thanks everyone. Church service went well this morning. seems like every week a couple of people approach me to offer support. i hold my head high cause ive done nothing to be ashamed of.

Had a fun day playing football. Even had a few high schoolers show up. I'm sure ill pay for it the next few days. Good therapy.

FY, I have to remind myself all the time that its up to me to make my M survive. I feel more stress knowing that than I did when we found out we were expecting. I had more control then, now it's almost out of my hands. Key word is almost.

Going to keep fighting!!

M - 42
W- 37
S's - 9,6
M-12
T-14
FIL- diagnosed with fatal disease spring 2011
ILYBNILWY - march '12
FIL - died jan '13
W Moved out week later