Yesterday started out so nice but ended up being brutal. The boys and I spent all morning playing ball and the afternoon resting and relaxing. When W called to take them out for supper I so wanted to be invited, but I wasn't. She looked beautiful when she got here. I struggled with thinking about what she's doing to our family. I sobbed and just lost it after they left. Went to church and did the same at the alter. I have never cried like that. I was back to "normal, happy" self when they got back.
My prophecy to jayhawk became true; I needed the encouragement yesterday. Going to church this morning as a family, then football with the boys this afternoon.
I thank God for each of you on this board. It truly helps to know there are people who understand what you're going through. I hope you all have a wonderful day.
M - 42 W- 37 S's - 9,6 M-12 T-14 FIL- diagnosed with fatal disease spring 2011 ILYBNILWY - march '12 FIL - died jan '13 W Moved out week later
