Confused by WAS

[Grizz]

I definitely still hold some resentment. I think that is a big reason that I don't want to be around much. Also the fact that I still love her and can't stand being around her and not being able to touch her.

On a different topic, I have read so many threads about being friends with the WAS. Is this truly possible? At this point in my sitch I cannot see being "friends" with my W if we were to D. Maybe those feelings would change with time but right now, this is not how friends are made.