I would be lying if I said that I cannot wait for something to happen and they break up, but I just dont know if that will happen. I think they are both very broken individuals who are needing each other right now...maybe forever??? Like I mentioned before, I think the "high" is wearing off, but they are still together. H is still spewing bad things about me, and he is still lost. Looks to me like a never ending story at this point.
At this point, I cannot imagine being with H. He is so different, that I cannot imagine living with him or having a relationship with him. I know it was best now that he left because had he stayed, my girls and I would have been miserable. I really dont have high hopes of him ever coming back. He really seems to hate me and be done with me. He still isnt happy , but continues to run...trying harder and harder to get to happiness.
Sweet, Just wanted to say that I understand what you're going through in relation to the above 2 aspects. It's exactly the same for me. I've rationalised the apparent 'hate' by telling myself it's because he's filed for D. And he feels SO BAD about it. Likewise, for you. If you weren't the problem, how could he be doing what he's doing?
You know all that, so keep on moving forward. You have all our prayers and good wishes.
You are one special woman, Sweet. We all admire you and care for you and your family.
