Funny, that's exactly what I have been doing all day, searching my soul! I don't feel very amazing having told my H he shouldn't come home if he's going to keep making the choices he makes.
I guess it will take strength to bring myself to except the consequences of standing up to him, but right now I feel like I just want to cower in the bed.
Still hold those tears...it getting harder as it's approaching night and getting colder!
The past can't be ahead of you in the future. You don't have to figure it all out, just pick a direction. What's next...I don't know but I can't wait!
