Thanks for the update. You sound very strong focusing on yourself and your kids. Your amazing attitude doesn't change the fact that this is all very painful and hard, and I get that and am sorry you also have to go through all of this, but you definitely are doing all the right things and taking care of what you can control.
Your H's behavior with the kids is so very inappropriate and sad. Hopefully your girls are still going to C or have a place where they can express their emotions and concerns. I cannot imagine how so very hard it must also be for them to be stuck in the middle. Sadly your H sounds like he is in a really bad place and I doubt he can see anything clearly, much less how much damage he is inflicting to his own kids.
I hope your delivery goes well and is not too long. I was induced with all 3 kids and it was a very long and tedious process, but it was nice knowing when they would arrive and it gave me a chance to prepare as well. Plus to me, nothing beats welcoming my little ones to this world. Words cannot describe such an experience and we are lucky we get to have it.
Sending you good vibes and I look forward to hearing from you soon with very good news.
Take care!
Me & H: 44 D7, D6, S3 Together: 20y, M: 17y EA: 11/13/10, Sep: 12/23/10 EA becomes PA: Spring 2011 H filed for D: 09/06/12 D Negotiating began 2/15 OW seemingly gone on 3/15 Still negotiating D