I want him to stop treating me like I am an annoyance in his life that he can't wait to get rid of. I want to show Jo that I am
Not pursuing him so he doesn't have to treat me with such disdain.

Wow- I already know what is so wrong with what I just wrote. I need to vent it I guess. I just want to stop hurting I suppose. Maybe regain a sense of control. I know that email would do no good. Why am I all over the place with this? I was good a week ago.

It's never ending sometimes.

Bug you ask me the right questions and I can straighten out my head. Thank you.

TPS
Me: 44 H: 42
M14 T17
S10 D7
10/10 H moves out after death of his father-same month
21/04/12 H is 'DONE'
04/05/12 OW/PA confirmed (rumors from 2010)
July '14 H ends affair
May '15 H moves back home