Bring It On 2013

[BeingMe]

Hi WCW! Thanks for posting, and reminding me to keep my eye toward the horizon. I hope to graduate next year. Yesssss!!!!

I hardly think about H anymore. And, I don't really care what he does anymore. But, I do want to get that divorce, really badly. It's one of my goals, almost equal to getting my degree (which is paramount).

Weekends can be lonely, hence my need to meet single people, male or female. I'm definitely not ready for a new R. But, when I look up from my laptop, and the house is quiet, and I realize I haven't spoken, verbally, to anyone (other than the dogs) in several days ... then I get a little freaked out. At those times I miss having someone there, or a partner whose coming home after work like a normal R. Then there are times when I'm so immersed in school work, I don't even know it's a weekend. Then I neglect the friends I do have. Gah!

Yet, I'm happy being me. I wouldn't change much at this time. If H wanted back in, I'm afraid I will still want the divorce.