Tallula....exactly why I'm hating this. I go back through everything and other than just finding her very sexually attractive physically (and for a short while a cool person to be around) I don't know what I was thinking.
I don't have the resources to just pack up all her stuff and move it, don't have friends I can call or anything. Also, basically, she is still being civil in that regard for now and if I do that move then she's gonna call the cops and just cause me lots of headaches.
It's one of those background annoyances now. Her stuff is out of the way so it's just a matter of her getting it out for good. Only reason I'm keeping in contact and she's the one now initiating, I don't. So it just [censored] sometimes when I'm having a good day and then see her texting or calling me.
I've been out on dates, not getting exclusive with anybody, and I'm having a good time. Just throws me at times...
“People are just as happy as they make up their minds to be.” Abraham Lincoln
