Busting, just dropping by to say hang in there. I have to go back and read your sitch again...I've popped in and out but I don't feel like I have a firm grip on what's up.
That said, a couple of things came to mind reading the last few pages. First, you are still mind reading. You really can't know what H is thinking, so stop even trying. And second...
Originally Posted By: bustingout
To just get used to bad treatment?
You can't control H...only you. You have to be who you want to be regardless of H's actions. Is that detachment? I don't know...but I do know that accepting it, being who you want and not letting others' actions control yours, is a path to happiness.